Friday, April 17, 2009 9:40 PM
I'm back home finally. Was having wargames for the past week. It is very tiring. Some people have an average of 1 hour of sleep per night. Which translates to 23 hours of working. Thankfully I had a bit more. Was still working at 1am last night argh. Don't even have time and/or energy to reply to smses. Next week is gonna be a long week again =(
I need a holiday. Which i'm getting.. After I came home just now my mother wrote me a note, asking me to choose which airline i wanna take and which day i want to fly. =)
Work has been real tough. It's not like the typical steyrotype-physical-kind of toughness that people think. It's the stress which comes from a disproportionate amount of assumed responsibility and the fallout of it should something happen coupled with the lack of adequate support and resources.
I can almost see it
That dream I am dreaming
But there's a voice inside my head saying
"You'll never reach it"
Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking
But I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high
There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb
The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But no, I'm not breaking
I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most, yeah
Just gotta keep going
The Climb by Miley Cyrus