Thursday, March 03, 2005 2:40 AM
wow.. i am finally updating my blog.. after so long.. unbelivable. actually i got a lot to say but just no time and energy to type it in.. alright.. firstly, i fractured my left elbow.. i fell and hit concrete.. couldn't cry at that time or do anything.. i just tried to smile. all around me are girls so cannot be to kiddy.. now it still hurts a little but its more or less almost normal. it made me appreciate singapore's healthcare system.. after i fractured it, i went to the clinic and thank God i could bypass all the waiting patients to go inside. but then the doctor took half an hour to see me. then i got to go to another suburb to get an x ray.. it hurt a lot.. after than waited for more than 1 hour.. at that time really cannot take it already.. so i told my parents.. actually i wanted to tell them only at night.. and if possible, not tell them at all.. cos if i tell them they will worry like crazy.. but really no need to worry.. cos i'm not worrying.. then i went back to the clinic and waited again.. then the doctor finally came and sent me to the hospital.. sent me means tell me to go there.. so i walked there and almost got lost. i was looking for the emergency department but then i found myself at the children's hospital.. so i walked to the other end of the hospital and finally found it.. then wait wait wait.. finally 2 specialist doctors saw my arm and then told me to come back in two days time.. "yay"!!
but i thank God that within 2 days of the fracture, i can take off the bandage.. within 3 days, i can lift up my hands in church.. within 4 days i can carry more things.. within 5 days i can lift up my hands fully.. within 6 days i can play guitar for cell group.. truly God is the God of the miraculous.. the God of healing.. and by His stripes i am healed. amen. people take a few months to become like that.. i took only a few days.. cos God is good.
today was a very surprising day in a good and really unexpected way.. if it happens.. it will just change everything for the next 3 years.. God let your will be done.
even though i wont be there for the Benny Hinn conference in city harvest, im just so looking forward to it.. that day when i was at the hillsong booth in uni, i met a guy from nigeria.. he attended a Reinhard Bonnke crusade and there were 700,000 people.. it really changes your mindset when you look at events on such a large scale. and he's coming to hillsong in july! yeaa...
then he said that mid this year benny hinn is going to nigeria and there would be no less than 5 million people attending.. i got nothing to say already.. speechless.. glory be to God. good night..
left my fear by the side of the road
hear you speak
won't let go
fall to my knees as i lift my hands to pray
got every reason to be here again
Father's love that draws me in
And all my eyes wanna see is a glimpse of You
one more day and its not the same
Your Spirit calls my heart to sing
drawn to the voice of my Saviour once again
where would my soul be without Your Son
gave His life to save the earth
rest in the thought that You're watching over me
All i need is You..