Saturday, October 30, 2004 2:03 AM
just came back from church and supper. really tired. could see that everyone around is also tired. didn't have enough sleep for this whole week. i had a lot of tutorial homework everyday.. english assignment which was due just now.. had to do my ns pre-enlistment which caused me a lot of trouble cos of a problem.. and study for my coming exams which is 11 days time. and theres also service, cell group and minstry.. God help me.. i need Your strength. i can't do it on my own. thank God for his grace.. that inspite all this, i can still learn some stuff. i learnt that mothers are very powerful.. haha.. after i spent more than 5 hours trying to contact mindef about the problem, one phone call by my mother fixed everything. gotta treasure her much more.. maybe i'll cook for her when i get back.. hmm but maybe not. cos when i cook.. i add whatever i see. so it'll become a little unhealthy. nevermind. i love my mother.. so i'm not going to cook for her.
Jesus, today is the 30th of october.. and i'm going home on the 30th of november.. i cannot wait.. even though its only one month.. it seems like eternity.. Jesus give me endurance to finish this lap. I can do all things through You who strengthens me. I am the head and not the tail, above and not beneath.. I'm more than a conquerer through You who loved us. Jesus take all of me from now on. It's no longer me but Christ who lives in me. Jesus.. i want to go home..
and i will go to your secret place
bow my knees to your glorious throne
have your way in my heart oh lord
have your way..