Saturday, September 11, 2004 2:28 AM
just came back from mac again.. lol.. it seems like i keep going to mac for supper after service. but today i had a slice of caramal cake? or was it coffee? either one. they're both the same colour to me. had a nice chat with john brandon colin and fred. and before that i was talking with a guy in church. i can't pronounce his name. he's from australia but his parents were from europe and iran. wow. nice combination. very inspirational. then before that i was doing pa and before that.. i was in the lounge talking. haha. seems like i talked a lot today. before i went to church i was having dinner. actually i wanted to cut my hair cos it was way too long to spike up. but i didn't have time. so i just flatted it down. wahaha.. it doesn't look too bad. before that i went to gym! haha.. today i upgraded to 7.5kg for each arm. i started with 3kg a month ago. then i moved on to 5kg.. so hopefully by the end of this year i can do erm.. 10kg on each arm? haha. can be done! oh yea.. praise God! i just got my results for the seminar presentation. it was like a 20 minute presentation to the class on youth. i had to do my own research and i got an A+! God is so good!! no doubt about that.
He's been so faithful ever since He lifted me out of the valley i was stuck in 2 years ago. He's a miracle working loving God. there is Nothing that you can do to make God love you more.. and there's Nothing you can do to make God love you less. His love is eternal and unconditional. no matter how you screw up your life and try to run away from Him, His arms are still open for you to run back to. Truly a loving God. His agape love is just so awesome. Today is september 11th 2004. three years ago on this infamous day something really cruel happenned. but still.. no matter what the devil tries unsuccessfully to throw at you.. he'll surely fail. because greater is He who is in me that he who is in the world. he has No authority at all.. he tries so hard to screw people up but in the end. he ends up shooting himself in the foot over and over again. We're here to be overcomers. not people who get affected by the circumstances in the world. In all things, we're more than conquerers through Christ Jesus. We can do all things through Christ who strengthens us. Not by our own might or strength.. but by His Holy Spirit. by his strength.. we can overcome. whatever situations we face in life. family problems.. screwed up studies.. 4 years away from your family.. whatever thing that comes. We can overcome. I can overcome. i'm not put here to be a wimp but to shine and cross over. to breakthrough. to rise up to the next level. not to stagnate in my spiritual life. but to keep moving foward no matter what.. with the God given strength and potential.. i can overcome. We're here to bear a good testimony for the world to see. so that through us. They can see the lifestyle and way of living that they dream of. being so right and not screwed up. well, even though we're not perfect and no one is, we can try. being there for them and making a difference in their lives.. no matter how little, a difference is a difference. even though sometimes they may not even notice, God notices. Lets draw strength from God. no matter what circumstances we face. We're Not called to be hit by the storm. We're called to sail right through. to be overcomers. Lets draw strength from Him. so that whatever we do, we're able to make a difference. we're able to shine. when people look at us, they'll see something different. this is not just what we say in prayers.. i truly belive that this is possible. a different lifestyle from the rest of the world. we're in the world but not of the world. we do not belong to this world. but now we're here on this earth. to seperate ourselves from the world now just because we live differently is totally not relevant. we're called to storm the world with the good news. this is a hostile takeover of the world. its war. in a war, there are going to be casualties. people will get injured.. no doubt about that. but friends i pray that it will not happen to you or me. Lets stay strong no matter what hits us. i really want to encourage all of you and myself that God will never leave you nor forsake you. no matter how far you run. you can't run too far away from God. no matter how screwed up life gets. God is always in control. as the trials come.. He'll always give you strength to be more than an overcomer. God He reigns. He's my beginning and my forever. He's all that i need. nothing else. the riches and pleasures of the world seriously pales in comparison with what God has to offer. He gave everything He had just for us.. what more can one ask for?